Friday, January 16, 2009

Have you ever wonder

here goes another you know. *haha i like ahhh cannot ah?*

you know, sometimes i think alot, i think hella lot, sometimes i wonder, who would i be if i were to be a lil more hardworking when i was young, tadika, primary, secondary.

i wondered if i were to be one of the people who hardcore at studies, how would i look like today? probably piece of noob, haha. I wonder if my highschool life wasn't in SMK SERI SAUAJANA, which school i would be i? Or let's say i were to be in expensive private schools, how would i be today? and where i'll be now? which course i'll be taking instead of graphic design? Business? accountancy? probably =\

i wonder if i have never dance, who i will be? because i notice, i expose myself most of the time through dancing, or rather, all the time, it seems dancing industry is the only place where i can expose myself, to people, to friends, classes, people most importantly. So let's say i don't dance, probably will be a damn shy guy who doesn't really dare speaking to people. Overly shy people annoys me actually, oh god i can't afford to be one of them.


i wonder if i have never join the gym, how fat i will be now, how would i look like in a latin costume, how would i look like in a hiphop jacket? shit, that is scary bloody hell, anyhow, i'll either be very fat or very thin lah, which is not quite acceptable for the current me. =.="...

i wonder if i have never wear contact lens, how would i dance? keep swinging off the glasses to the floor, pi piak pi piak, oh wait, if i don't dance, i dont wear contacts! :D i can't really imagine lah. Me, not dancing. or, me, dancing with glasses, ow wtf.

sometimes we always want to change the past, saying, oh how i wish i was something something that time, so i'll be something something today, or maybe, oh i should have said sorry to my beloved one, so that we might have a chance being together, or maybe i should have studied harder that time so that i will not screw this exam up, buttttt oh noes its too late now.

but actually come to think of it, i think that, we do not need to regret what we have did in the older days, for they make who we actually are today, like me, sitting here typing broken english telling people what i think about stuffs, instead of another me who studies in expensive private school typing out poetry like english. my point is that, it is what we did in the past that made us today. That is why, i haven't been wondering what if i did something else that time, anymore.

i personally think that, there is nothing needs to be regreted, replan, or replace because i think that, things are not meant to be overly planned, it is good to go with the flow in our life, and this might sound really same and boring, but life is about happiness, i feel that, when i am happy, nothing really beats the feeling of being happy, do you remember how exactly it feels when you laugh? watching people making the fool outta them self, watched comedy, seen something that you think its funny.

it feels gooooood when you laugh doesn't it?

ohh ohhh some people might expect luxury, i want to have big car, i want to have big house, then i is happy. Not that im saying i don't like them lah, i damn love big car and big house one lah, u know that car? BMW? nehh that one, burn my wallet car nehh nehh m6 ahh m5 those lorh.

ya i love them too, everyone loves them, that is why people has been working so hard to achive what they have been dreaming, some fights really hard, some cheats, some betrays, in order to achive whatever they have. I would also lah actually, i really love burn my wallet cars lah really.

but come to think of it, this might sound really boring and familiar, people tell me that, aiyaaa u see hor, if u rich but no happy, no use also, but if u are not rich but u dam happy, is good also.

which i kinda agree with it, just tryyyyyy to imagine, u are SOOOO RICH OMGWTFBBQ u have bmw 1 series to 100 series, but you have got no happiness, dam sad and sien one lor. In the sametime, when you do not have bmw 1 series to 100 series, but you are god damn happy for i do not know what reason, which one do u prefer?

honestly, i just want to be happy in my life. it doesn't matter where i live or what cars i ride, happiness is priority.


........so.... be MOAR happy lah people. smile! : )

2 Comments:

Blogger Hau Yee said...

One thing for sure.
Even if u nvr expose yourself through dancing, u'll NEVER turn out to be a SHY person.
Try to recall how talkative and what a bully u were last time!
SHY? Hell no that word is not in your dictionary =P

10:05 AM  
Blogger chelseaorange said...

:) so meaningful.

tht's why hor, your dailou will always sayang you with or without glasses pi piak pi piak. fat or thin. noob or write poetry.

4:18 AM  

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