When people ask me, why do you dance?

it's been awhile since i dance, through dancing, i've learn lotta, i've seen lotta, people, matters, politics, pride, ego, emotions, entertainiment, enhancement, alot alot.

i am not into social dance industry, for quite some time, i never really had the chance to kind of like, dancing with another one.

i had lottaaaa lottaaa things happened to me too, i watch people dance, i see myself dance, i battle people, i hide in the corner when i encounter b-boys, some people dance to impress, some dance to look cool, some dance for thier life, some dance for thier ego, i'll somehow dance just to look good lah, hah!! forgive me, and please remind me, i dance, for fun.

ohh yess i rmb..... there were once, i encountered poppers in a inter college dance competition, they were really good, no match, as time goes by, i've seen them getting better and better, strong and stronger, been exposed to the tv quite alot, gain some reputition, i still remember very clearly, i was soooo envious, envy so much it doesn't feel very nice the inside, jealousy? you name it.

ofcourse i did stuck there for a lil while... i train so hard, i tried so hard, i keep dancing, i keep dancing to match the standard they are having, i was in pain, i was so stuck, i keep asking why can't i be better? i dance soooo hard to the extent i start to feel i do not like dancing.

ofcourse there are goodie friends i have a lady, kinda like my counsellor, heh i wonder if she's even reading this, i can never forget what she says, she told me, improment is what we all always want, we always want to dance better to impress, we greedy, we will never get enough, but always remember the reason u dance, it hit me so hard i can find the reason i dance, i dance, for fun. If you're not happy dancing, don't dance, dance is suppose to happy!

i felt so relief, sooooo much. ever since then, i've been dancing for fun, ALL along, i might not dance well, i might not be very good, i can't do b-boy for shit, my poppings half way hang, my locking seem to be messed up, i tried to be wade robson. hehehe whatevaaaa!!!!!! i dance just because i like it, it's FUN LAH GOD DAM IT!!! : )

i've been choreographing lately, big bang, number 1, i like that song, very much, i wanted to try out a duet choreography. i found someone to do it, her name is MissPopSasa, no la go die prease, her name is Melissa : )


ohhh i had a little story about how i met this girl, i met her through......... the net, HAHA sounds weird huh, i'll just cut it short, it is like this, i went to a latin competition to watch my friend dance, Jonathan Fam, appreciate abit lah u wont find this kind of fren like me one okay. and i saw this girl there lah, and you know last time, got like the trean or something, everybody likes to go friendster to stalk people, i found Melissa accidentally. no really. :3 i sent a msg over asking if she saw me, ohhhh surprisingly, she gave a reply, OH U THE TALL GUY =_="... yeah there u go.

And things all started by a song, careless whisper, no lah not so drama : ), i was requested to mix a song for her, for some sort of performance for thier school, and somehow i was lucky enough to coach them, give out some choreography. i still remember the first thing she say when she sees me, "oh my god im letting a stranger in my house!"

So when things got settle down, after a long long time, which is the past 3 days, i would say its one of the best time i ever had in 08 lah, i requested if she's interested in doing duet with me, we like big bang mah : )

we have been dancing alot, well, sometimes =_=", we talked lottaaaaa, so much drama to listen from her :3 andddddd we laughed alot. i am not going to tell u all how great she can dance lah, she can be very sarky at times, easy moves cannot do, cannot squat, cannot jump, heh heh heh...

ppl say we very hao hahahaha

i must say i reallyyyyyy enjoyed dancing and spending time with this girl, maybe it's her? she laughs at almost everything, funny one lame one stupid one smart one tall one small one fat one thin one, i felt very.... hype up also lah when you are dancing with somebody that is SOOO HYPER who laughs all the time, look kinda cute and horribly ugly when trying hard to do the moves you gave out.

nothing much i can tell why i am so happy when i dance with her, maybe she's hyper.... thts why lah, buttt my point is that, i haven't been dancing so happily after a long long time, it's the first time i felt FUN dancing in 08, this feeling is soooo long lost...

sigh, good things comes to an end, i wasn't happy last night, so... emotional in a sudden, maybe it is because, i might not be able to see her laugh as often... the very hype up attitude and lame oo things she say. nah give u all one last one before i go.

im just afraid, i can't see her laugh anymore.