Monday, January 19, 2009

200km/h, Rotary, TwinTurbo, Blow off Valve and misfiring, no joke.

First of all.
please say hello to the FD3S, legend, Mazda Rx7.

o hai i is red corour. Me name is Rx7.

it is the first time, i hv been to Sepang, seen countless moded cars, big ass exhaust, striking colours, stickers or matte painted cars, lotta Subarus, some M series Bmw's', Fairladies, Ek9's'

first time listening how loud a car can be on high rev, sigh, words are just so powerless to express one's feeling. like, NOWWW.
o hai, me eyes is open naoz

i have lotta pictures, if you like to see them go to my brother's cookie blog, www.leetcookie.blogspot.com, he very rajin, upload all the pictures, his baby car or whatever.

big thank you to uncle John for arranging us for this trip, ya we had lotta excitment seeing NSX and cars crusing around. =)

bloody, for the first time i've been inside a car that travels 200km/h ~_~".... bucket seats are cool, but not too comfy, i really like it when the G force presses againts you =D.

Friday, January 16, 2009

Have you ever wonder

here goes another you know. *haha i like ahhh cannot ah?*

you know, sometimes i think alot, i think hella lot, sometimes i wonder, who would i be if i were to be a lil more hardworking when i was young, tadika, primary, secondary.

i wondered if i were to be one of the people who hardcore at studies, how would i look like today? probably piece of noob, haha. I wonder if my highschool life wasn't in SMK SERI SAUAJANA, which school i would be i? Or let's say i were to be in expensive private schools, how would i be today? and where i'll be now? which course i'll be taking instead of graphic design? Business? accountancy? probably =\

i wonder if i have never dance, who i will be? because i notice, i expose myself most of the time through dancing, or rather, all the time, it seems dancing industry is the only place where i can expose myself, to people, to friends, classes, people most importantly. So let's say i don't dance, probably will be a damn shy guy who doesn't really dare speaking to people. Overly shy people annoys me actually, oh god i can't afford to be one of them.


i wonder if i have never join the gym, how fat i will be now, how would i look like in a latin costume, how would i look like in a hiphop jacket? shit, that is scary bloody hell, anyhow, i'll either be very fat or very thin lah, which is not quite acceptable for the current me. =.="...

i wonder if i have never wear contact lens, how would i dance? keep swinging off the glasses to the floor, pi piak pi piak, oh wait, if i don't dance, i dont wear contacts! :D i can't really imagine lah. Me, not dancing. or, me, dancing with glasses, ow wtf.

sometimes we always want to change the past, saying, oh how i wish i was something something that time, so i'll be something something today, or maybe, oh i should have said sorry to my beloved one, so that we might have a chance being together, or maybe i should have studied harder that time so that i will not screw this exam up, buttttt oh noes its too late now.

but actually come to think of it, i think that, we do not need to regret what we have did in the older days, for they make who we actually are today, like me, sitting here typing broken english telling people what i think about stuffs, instead of another me who studies in expensive private school typing out poetry like english. my point is that, it is what we did in the past that made us today. That is why, i haven't been wondering what if i did something else that time, anymore.

i personally think that, there is nothing needs to be regreted, replan, or replace because i think that, things are not meant to be overly planned, it is good to go with the flow in our life, and this might sound really same and boring, but life is about happiness, i feel that, when i am happy, nothing really beats the feeling of being happy, do you remember how exactly it feels when you laugh? watching people making the fool outta them self, watched comedy, seen something that you think its funny.

it feels gooooood when you laugh doesn't it?

ohh ohhh some people might expect luxury, i want to have big car, i want to have big house, then i is happy. Not that im saying i don't like them lah, i damn love big car and big house one lah, u know that car? BMW? nehh that one, burn my wallet car nehh nehh m6 ahh m5 those lorh.

ya i love them too, everyone loves them, that is why people has been working so hard to achive what they have been dreaming, some fights really hard, some cheats, some betrays, in order to achive whatever they have. I would also lah actually, i really love burn my wallet cars lah really.

but come to think of it, this might sound really boring and familiar, people tell me that, aiyaaa u see hor, if u rich but no happy, no use also, but if u are not rich but u dam happy, is good also.

which i kinda agree with it, just tryyyyyy to imagine, u are SOOOO RICH OMGWTFBBQ u have bmw 1 series to 100 series, but you have got no happiness, dam sad and sien one lor. In the sametime, when you do not have bmw 1 series to 100 series, but you are god damn happy for i do not know what reason, which one do u prefer?

honestly, i just want to be happy in my life. it doesn't matter where i live or what cars i ride, happiness is priority.


........so.... be MOAR happy lah people. smile! : )

Sunday, January 11, 2009

My Favourite

All taken by 50mm F/1.8,
i is Nikon kaki :P


that's all for now, ta.

Friday, January 09, 2009

Photography tutorial episode 1

My blog post has been weird, i think i had 3 post with the exact some starting line, which is "you know" bla bla bla. "you know" bla bla and "you know" bla bla.

so today i'm gonna start off with, i know, haha, so, i know i like photography, i like taking pictures, people might ask......

"eh Chi Hou, very fun meh take picture? i also play with camera before shoot shoot abit lah
but then i don't find it fun also, what i hear use the big colour camera more pro one wor, what abcd ah? harh what?!? DSLR? ohh okok, so i also heard that people say what aperture priority what shutter speed, i catch no ball, meh lei geh?!"

so today i just roughly explain a lil, how does a camera works, and how do we use a DSLR properly, well frankly, in an SLR, *i just like to call it SLR lah got D no D same lah can lah* i don't really bother the other modes the camera offers*, as long as there are A,P and M, which is Aperture Priority, Shutter Priority or lastly, Manual.

This might be a little boring for those people who camwhores with thier camera
like THIS
instead of
this. *cy damn dak yee right hahaha"

so basically just talk about how pictures are being taken lah, sometimes we complaint, ma chee bye, why the picture so blur one, sometimes, EHH?? QUITE NICE HOR?? and for those people who uses a compact camera, i don't know if you are observant enough to realize that, shooting indoor/low lights, if you choose not to fire flash, your picture rarely gets sharp, usually they are being dragged and blurred. am i right or am i right? x) heeeeeeheeeee.

so, a camera lens, it has a RING, usually made out of 7 or 9 blades, we call it Aperture, this ring is adjustable to be bigger or smaller, meaning can adjust big big also can, adjust small small also can, adjust medium medium also can. We actually have a term for it, we call it "f stop" ya f stop, not stop f okay, or stopping f or effing stop.

we have shutter speed, i'll use an EasierAndMoreFunnyWay to explain this, we have a door in our camera, inside got alot of dogs, hush puppies, labrado, and golden retriver. they are cute, no lah, so you know, everytime you hear the CHEEEE CAAAKKKK sound in ur camera whenever you press on the shutter release *which is the button u press on to take picture damn it*, thats when your GATE, *we call it shutter*, open, then closed, so basically, when the shutter is opened, the image is being transfer to the sensor, and trasnfer all the way to ur memory card. This is called EXPOSURE, refering to how long is the SHUTTER opened for image capturing, when the shutter opens, it exposes, when it closes, it ends the exposure.

SO far so good? no understand? read again if your really interested, i tried really hard to make this interesting already, dogs inside camera, geng mou?

so yeah, now you know about Aperture and Shutter speed, ppl who camwhores, didn't know there's so many things in your camera hor? dogs also got, no lah, no dogs one la okay.

so lastly, i will explain about, how aperture and shutter speed works together in order to take a picture, same thing ill go with an EasierAndMoreFunnyWay to do my explanation.

so normally, for normal picture taking and snapping, we always want to have a faster shutter speed *meaning the shutter opens and closes faster*, the faster the shutter speed, the shorter it exposes, the shorter it exposes, chances of bluring picture will naturally go down as well.

so what's with all these exposure timing? why sometimes fast sometimes slow? cannot all the way fast one ah? SLR wor so expensive, nia seng bruff money one issit?

okay so about exposure timing is all depending on the lighting condition, how bright it is, and how dark it is, so in other words, the brighter the place is, the faster the shutter speed, the darker the place is the slower the shutter speed, do u understand why low lights gives u horribly blurred picture now? it is because exposure timing is long, during exposure, we are NOT allow to move the camera, no shaking, no dancing no popping and locking. just a slight movement of 1mm will cause blur to the picture. yes, tat serious motha faka :D

so now you know, fast shutter speed gives you sharp and clear picture, so good hor? now now about Aperture, as i said, it is an adjustable ring, big or small, it controls how much light is going into ur camera, so when you wide open ur Aperture, more lights goes into the camera, the faster the shutter speed it will be, the smaller the Aperture, the lesser light goes in, the slower the shutter speed is.

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BASICALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Big aperture = more lights = faster shutter speed.
Small aperture = lesser lights = slower shutter speed.

Advantages of fast shutter speed
-able to capture fast movements, able to freeze them in a picture
-sharp, clear, no blurness.
-sounds damn orgasmic, CHEE CHAKK!!!

Advantages of slow shutter speed
-for different effects
-depth of field will be deeper *dont ask now, nxt episode first*

So, this is all i will tell today, if you are really interested and you dont know fark the what i am talking here, come ask me :).

and i hope my tutorial helps! *wahhhhh i typed so much!!*

Thursday, January 08, 2009

Game

hello people, well, my dailou Aimee Lee didn't tag me in this, but i find it like damn fun like that, i curi-ted it and secretly played it, and now reveal to the world, hahaha! you should try too!!

Rules:
just switch on ur itunes or winamp or maybe windows media player or ur lame kuku jiao weird song player and set it to shuffle, jump to the nxt song at each question! don't choose ur song or u're taking the fun away! you dont ahh!!

here goes!

You are also known as:
I Question Mark - Wade Robson
holy shitt how i wishh!!

Your funeral song:
The Great - Ragnarok online
i died in china?

What you think of the world:
High School Queen - Tamaki Nami
wtf.

How you're feeling today:
Cadence of her last breath - Nightwish
so fast dying meh? so fast last breath...


The song that will be stuck in your head for weeks on end:
Megaman 3 theme song
HAHAHAHHHAAAAAAAA

Your significant other sings this to you:
Jasmine flower - Kenny G
yer sui geh...*blush*


Your theme song at your funeral:
Dimelo - Marc Anthony
bloody, i dont love cha cha that much alright.


You should create this song title as a screen name:
Everytime - Britney Spears
no comment. =_="

You would get on your knees and sing this to your best friend:
Lapdance - N.E.R.D
Jonathan do u like this song?

The result of your breakup:
Malaga - Armik
cannot imagine lah


How to resolve a fight:
right here in my arms - H.I.M


On your first date, this would be playing in the background:
I love you oh thank you - MC MONG
HAHAHAHHA I WISHHHHHH


Get down to:
Have you ever really loved a woman.
eh heh??


Headbang to this tune:
La vida es un Carnaval
SAMBAA AHHH??????


Song of escape:
Apologize - one republic
okayyy.......= =


Uh oh, you failed an assignment. This song pops into your head:
Senna - Shiro Sagisu
HAHAHHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAA DAM GOOOOOOODDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!


Picture this song as an opera:
and love said no - H.I.M
omgggggggg rockkkkkk!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHA


Or rather, this one as a hardcore metal screamo song:
Tie a yellow ribbon around the old oak tree - Dean martin
HAAHHAHAHAHAH HOWWWWWWWW???????????????? I WANNA LISTEN AND SEE!!!!!!!!!


What happens when you find true love:
Dark chest of wonder - Nightwish
irrelevant also...

iTag:
CHI YOONG!!!!!! U MUST PLAY THIS AHH!!!
Sakai, Melissa
Koh Kyean
Rachel Liu *wahh all girls one somemore young young one, sei mou*
Zu Ken *try lah buddehh*

Tuesday, January 06, 2009

Why do you share?

even if you stand alone, life can still be colourful
You know, people, can get really really emotional at times, day time, night time, break fast time, lunch time, break time, shower time, shit time, pee time :P, especially........Midnight timing, i don't know about you lah, i always get emo during midnight, and when i am alone, i tend to think alot when i am alone, especially..... at MIDNIGHT somemore, so yeah.

so, people often gets emotional, anger, frustration, jealousy, depression, stress and all, and i notice that, alottttt of people usually find either thier parents, they goodie, their bestie, to share thier feelings, by telling, screaming, bitching or sometimes even crying. It's perfectly normal lah alright. hehe :3

well, i also come to met a handful of people, who keeps things for themself, secrets, things, matters, people, crush, love, boy friend, girl friend, good shit, real shit, deep shit. THEY DAM FARKING WEIRDO RIGHT????? no lah, that's a joke.

no lah i'm not saying people who keep things for themself are weirdos lah, well, i've talked to some lah, who doesn't share things with people one, i just wonder, how do they actually survive? hahahahha maybe thats not the way to put it, how are they being ABLE to swallow things by themself? well, i find it is actually good in a way, if we were to do that, we will less pressure the people around us.

not that i am saying when you share things, you are giving burden and pressure to the people, but you know? when you tel things, people think and analyze too, that is where advises come into play, from your friend lah ofcourse.

i asked them, whyyy? why won't you share things to people, they often tell me, "why? why tell people? what for?" well, i don't force them to tell me things lah, it just that, im starting to think the things they said too.

Why?
What for?



i am the kind of person, who cannot keep shit for myself for real, i often needs people who cares and concern about me to listen to me, i expect the one who listens to me feel me, and understand me, really. =.="... call me weakling, i admit that in a way. well, i have been thinking, maybe the people who don't share things to others thinks differently like me, i am trying to understand them too.

i asked myself, so Chi Hou, why do you share things with your friends, why do you tell them so much, why do you want them to understand you, what's wrong if you don't tell them, will you die? will you suicide?

sometimes i wonder too, why why why and why, i found a few things through questioning myself actually, do you share, for symphaties? or maybe for attention? closing the gap between you and the one who listen to you? or, you tell them because you needed help? felt lost? wants to be happy once again?

aiya so many lah, there is a few i am very sure of, because i want to feel happy again, i felt good when i blah things out to my people who cares about me, physically, emotionally. And ofcourse, when i needed help too. I dont fish for symphaties la honestly, if you pity me, go die prease.

anddddd i find it really nice too when you share things to somebody, way they listen, way they analyze and the way they listen to you, you can really tell how much they care for you, i find it really nice to have someone like that around you, catch you when you fall.

i like talking to seniors about my things too, for the experience they had are always richer than i have, they often give usefull tips and ways of handling things too, be in matters, people, or maybe politics.

i have been sharing things to my people who cares for me all along, all these years, i don think i can ever change that, and i've got no reason as well, just feeling like typing this out, bloody hell, i have been typing alot with emotions lately.

so tell me, why do you share your feelings?

Monday, January 05, 2009

Why do you need somebody?

You know, everybody says, everybody else needs somebody, in my opinion, people needs people in different ways, some needs to have someone to love, or maybe loved by someone, you know, cheesy one, some people needs goodie friends to talk about everything and anything, some people needs to be around people just for the sake for it, iWantToHaveFriendsZomgIdonCare.

well, it is not a very nice thing to do of me, i... don't usually talk to the others, when it comes to stranger, well.... at times yes lah, i mean this is what i have notice of myself, before spending effort or talking to someone whom i totally are stranger with, i observe them, lotta, pretty much.

aiya i miss her laa =(

it seems, i have the ability of knowing if i can get along well with this guy or girl, maybe lah, it is what people call im judging a book by it's cover, but somehow... i can just feel it lah.

i am the kind of person who doesn't need too many friends, one to two good ones is enough, as in, those who really willing to listen to you, who really care for you and gives you advise when you need one, help you without expecting in return, you know? those kinda friends. i especially appreciate more when people listen to me, as in, they absorb what u tryna explain. and tune them self into your channel and vibration.

i don't know, i starting to think that, i do not have alot of friends around me anymore, i am not complaining, but i just felt this way ever since i've left high school, everyone seem to be doing thier things, and not very likely i'll call up everybody out for meet up yay go eat and stuff, its just not something i'll do lah, its not like i don care, its not like i don want to... maybe my inner self is telling me, it's too troublesome lah.

well i have been really lonely these years in college, maybe it is me that is weird, or the people there is just not right lah! i haven't been making a real friend in my college, it is the first time i have kept so many thoughts and feelings to myself, my anger, my happiness, my excitement and my joy, it is sad when you realize you got nobody to share your joy with or ur happiness with.



some say, i do not spend enough effort in making friends, but looking at the people around me, i don see anyone that is worth me putting effort in, i don know laaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!! its just, SO WEIRDDD!!! things i find funny they think im retarded, things they think its funn i think its a total wtf. SO different in channel.

ways they think and ways they handle things are always shitty to me, sigh, never been well in group projects, im so anomaly ~_~"...

and most importantly, i've seen alot of people mixing people just because they couldn't not stand being alone, swap masks each time they see people, sooooo much mask you cannot tell who they are anymore, it's making me sick seeing people mixing people just for the sake of it, but i am sorry, i am myself, i do not change myself to suit the others, i am me, you like me, come talk to me, dont like me? don ask me to change, and go away, thank you. i dont mix people for the sake of it.

i am not in a relation ship, i do not have a girl friend, i sometimes think that, how would it be if i were to have a girl friend who cares and give a damn about me, in this situation, maybe i wouldn't be too lonely. sigh, i don't like this very much.

even i might sound like im complaning alot, but i always tell myself, i do not need others to keep me alive, thats how i have been acting all along in the college, maybe its the way i act, maybe its making me like OmgThtFellaIzAntiSocialLolFarkHimzzz, but i won't be bothered as much.

so, in my case, i need somebody else to talk to, to share my thoughts and feelings, how about you? couldn't stand being alone? you want to have a relation ship? or still looking for more good friends like me? : )

Thursday, January 01, 2009

2009?

Happy new year everybody, i don't know how many people is reading my blog lah, so diam aje =_=", today is the second day of 2009, currently on the carpet typing this iDunnoWhatToSay blog post.

The Gardens, i call this perspective distortion. haha

everybody seems to be doing a post like what i did during 08, shit man i can't even remember what i did, all i can remember is homework HAHAHA no lah :P

well what i remember is that, walao 2008 passed by so fast, like....SO FAST!!! skit scary lah but let's look forward to 09!!