Tuesday, December 30, 2008

When people ask me, why do you dance?

it's been awhile since i dance, through dancing, i've learn lotta, i've seen lotta, people, matters, politics, pride, ego, emotions, entertainiment, enhancement, alot alot.

i am not into social dance industry, for quite some time, i never really had the chance to kind of like, dancing with another one.

i had lottaaaa lottaaa things happened to me too, i watch people dance, i see myself dance, i battle people, i hide in the corner when i encounter b-boys, some people dance to impress, some dance to look cool, some dance for thier life, some dance for thier ego, i'll somehow dance just to look good lah, hah!! forgive me, and please remind me, i dance, for fun.

ohh yess i rmb..... there were once, i encountered poppers in a inter college dance competition, they were really good, no match, as time goes by, i've seen them getting better and better, strong and stronger, been exposed to the tv quite alot, gain some reputition, i still remember very clearly, i was soooo envious, envy so much it doesn't feel very nice the inside, jealousy? you name it.

ofcourse i did stuck there for a lil while... i train so hard, i tried so hard, i keep dancing, i keep dancing to match the standard they are having, i was in pain, i was so stuck, i keep asking why can't i be better? i dance soooo hard to the extent i start to feel i do not like dancing.

ofcourse there are goodie friends i have a lady, kinda like my counsellor, heh i wonder if she's even reading this, i can never forget what she says, she told me, improment is what we all always want, we always want to dance better to impress, we greedy, we will never get enough, but always remember the reason u dance, it hit me so hard i can find the reason i dance, i dance, for fun. If you're not happy dancing, don't dance, dance is suppose to happy!

i felt so relief, sooooo much. ever since then, i've been dancing for fun, ALL along, i might not dance well, i might not be very good, i can't do b-boy for shit, my poppings half way hang, my locking seem to be messed up, i tried to be wade robson. hehehe whatevaaaa!!!!!! i dance just because i like it, it's FUN LAH GOD DAM IT!!! : )

i've been choreographing lately, big bang, number 1, i like that song, very much, i wanted to try out a duet choreography. i found someone to do it, her name is MissPopSasa, no la go die prease, her name is Melissa : )


ohhh i had a little story about how i met this girl, i met her through......... the net, HAHA sounds weird huh, i'll just cut it short, it is like this, i went to a latin competition to watch my friend dance, Jonathan Fam, appreciate abit lah u wont find this kind of fren like me one okay. and i saw this girl there lah, and you know last time, got like the trean or something, everybody likes to go friendster to stalk people, i found Melissa accidentally. no really. :3 i sent a msg over asking if she saw me, ohhhh surprisingly, she gave a reply, OH U THE TALL GUY =_="... yeah there u go.

And things all started by a song, careless whisper, no lah not so drama : ), i was requested to mix a song for her, for some sort of performance for thier school, and somehow i was lucky enough to coach them, give out some choreography. i still remember the first thing she say when she sees me, "oh my god im letting a stranger in my house!"

So when things got settle down, after a long long time, which is the past 3 days, i would say its one of the best time i ever had in 08 lah, i requested if she's interested in doing duet with me, we like big bang mah : )

we have been dancing alot, well, sometimes =_=", we talked lottaaaaa, so much drama to listen from her :3 andddddd we laughed alot. i am not going to tell u all how great she can dance lah, she can be very sarky at times, easy moves cannot do, cannot squat, cannot jump, heh heh heh...

ppl say we very hao hahahaha

i must say i reallyyyyyy enjoyed dancing and spending time with this girl, maybe it's her? she laughs at almost everything, funny one lame one stupid one smart one tall one small one fat one thin one, i felt very.... hype up also lah when you are dancing with somebody that is SOOO HYPER who laughs all the time, look kinda cute and horribly ugly when trying hard to do the moves you gave out.

nothing much i can tell why i am so happy when i dance with her, maybe she's hyper.... thts why lah, buttt my point is that, i haven't been dancing so happily after a long long time, it's the first time i felt FUN dancing in 08, this feeling is soooo long lost...

sigh, good things comes to an end, i wasn't happy last night, so... emotional in a sudden, maybe it is because, i might not be able to see her laugh as often... the very hype up attitude and lame oo things she say. nah give u all one last one before i go.

im just afraid, i can't see her laugh anymore.

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Big Bang - Number 1 choreography

hoho, me favourite song, it's not done, just a short routine first. enjoy =]

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Beauty of giving

i was out yesterday with Miss Emily, and Jonathan Fam, we went to TheCurve walked a little, played a lil piano and laughed, alot =_="....



Recently, i've found the joy of helping people, i don't know, call me stupid, but i feel reaally good after helping people, and especially when i felt appreciated, the feeling is just sooooo..... ORGAS... no lah, it's some sort of feeling i like it very much.

Well ofcourse there are people who likes to help people too, but one annoying thing is that, they'll expect something, it's like.....telling you there ain't no free lunch in this world, which is very the annoying, oh don't get me wrong i'm not saying anything or to anyone im not flaming ok? This is a good blog, good people, you know? haha x)

I'm a little different case, but it is not like, I WON'T want you to return me something lah, everybody likes the feeling of receiving, even i do, but somehow, i think that, the beauty of giving, is better than the pleasure of receiving.

what you think? x)

ps: i love being alone at home

Monday, December 15, 2008

Piano exam grade 9.5

Koh Kyean says she screw her piano exam and very moody wor, so we make a screwed up indian also lorh, make her laugh abit lor, haha dam racist, i know, please enjoy x)

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Music writing 3



mother, of all these years, i know u have been working really hard, please dont be mad, u might think im speaking it just to make u happy, actually i feel very sorry for you mom, i do not spend enough time with u yet bombing each other whenever things happen, mom please dont be mad, i love you, it just that im a guy, i have an higher ego, it might sound like an excuse, but i always act tough all the time, i know i feel pain arguing with u, mom i want to hug you, i cannot even rmb when was the last time i hugged you, but i knew it was very warm and i felt very secure, this feeling has never gone away and i want to feel it again, mom im waiting for you to come home, i love you.

Friday, December 12, 2008

Speed Limit is a lie. really.



MRR2 rocks i tell u.

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

First Tutorial on gliding

First Gliding tutorial for everyone, if you want to learn, this video should be able to help, enjoy and leave me a comment =) see ya

Tuesday, December 09, 2008

Music writing 2, Where i belong




this is from a game, finaly fantasy 8, i always see squal when i play this song, but it reaaaally reminds me when i was young, i always have asthma during midnight, i have my mother to come over to my room and bring me my inhaler, in that time, i knew, everything is up to my mother, i would probably have very difficult breathing through the whole night, my mom loves me i know, my mom always tell me she comes to my room during midnight when we were all asleep, and always kiss me on my cheek, i do not know ofcourse, but each time she tells me that, the eye she used, the voice i heard, i knew, i am my mothers baby boy, but it is not like she doesnt love me as much rite now, somehow, she just doesnt show it, and we do not feel it, cuz we have been living together for soooo many years, things she does to show her love to us, its already like, what we expected them to do, and what THEY SHOULD BE doing, i am not saying like we should take it as granted, but now i'm writing this, i'm reminding myself to appreciate more, and understand more, i think ive missed out a lot of things i should give my mother all these years, love.

Monday, December 08, 2008

Music Writings 1

it's been awhile, walao, really awhile lorh srsly. the last post was like, hahahaha-ly long ago.
well i decided to revive this blog up, just to type out shits whenever i feel like, and it seems fun to me again, heh.

i write things when i listen to musics, i write out whatever image i see when i listen to it, music can be heard, music can be seen too : )




FF8 - Blue fields

green fields, filled with mysteries, i am so curious about whats coming and whats going to come, i want to know more about this world, anything else than living things? ghost? spirits? powers? god? how are trees being grown? why do we have dinosaurs, and why are they so huge and why are we so small? why do we shed blood when we got cut? whats emotion? whats feeling? whats this curiousity? nobody seem to be able to answer, the word why just covered a very big area of everything and anything, it could get complicated, it could get simple, some times, the simplier it gets, the more complicated it will be, in the same time, complicated things seem to be the most simple thing, why? there goes another one, we human always seek for answers, we have science technologies to support us, untill today, and future and i believe till the day when everybody dies, they will still look for answers, the question WHY is just so huge.