Pissed

me no happy, me is pissed.
me why no happy, cuz something happen, me no like.

have u all felt so pissed because being ignored by the others in a way tat u wanted something
really bad?

Oh yes yes, i admit, i admit, i am desperate, i am eager, i want it so bad, tried very best and in
everyway and almost ANYWAY to let the others to know me, letting them know what i want,
yah they speak so nicely to you, telling u he will talk to the person who incharge.
Yah, they tell you that they will inform you when there are performances and competitions. Wahaha happy ya? finally u are going to get something u wanted so bad soon =)

but,

Noooo... they made me feel like they are just wanting to end the conversation with me quicky
by simply telling u that they will give u infomation and future invitation and stuffs.

The worst thing is, i was dissapointed so badly, even my close friends who i always talk to, laugh with, DIDN'T EVEN BOTHER telling me that they got invited, and dont even bother to have the
intention of TELLING ME what they having out there, what they are doing, things that i always
wanted. im so dissapoint.

It is like... i can see through the glass door, seeing what all you ppl doing inside that i wanted to
do so. But, all i can do is just standing outside, looking, watching. Walk off like no bo

im not complaining, it just that i feel sad.